Kids are playing with toys that daddy just helped open and assemble. Somebody already got shot in the face with a Nerf dart, and sombody already had a time-out. Everybody is taking turns on the "wiggle car". It's rainy and cold. And I can't wait for this year to be over.
My last post was the end of August. The last 4 months have been stressful in a variety of ways and I am believing right now that all that stress and turmoil has weakened me in every way possible. Emotionally, spiritually, physically, medically. I am sicker right now than I have been in at least 10 years. If I could have pushed Christmas back a week I certainly would have. I just want to go to bed and get up on January 4th when the kids go back to school.
One of my resolutions for 2010 is to get back to blogging. In addition to being my "scrapbook" of my kids, I think it helps me vent the aforementioned toxic situations and maybe they won't stew inside me and turn my emotional ills into physical illness.
Thank you to Lisa, who checked in on me a couple of times and I never responded even though I wholeheartedly meant to.
Merry Christmas and a Much Happier and Healthier New Year to us ALL :)
